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[May. 11th, 2004|09:27 am] |
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Today is TUESDAY....can we all say TUUUEESDAY kids? Well, lets see...nothing to interesting but I*m killing some time. No school no nothin today..which in my book if you reference it, it spells awesome. So thats right, a chill in my flanel jammer pants and hang out. Maybe a little one on one action with me and the teley. Update on this hitchhiker*s life:
hmm I*m driving a lot these days..and by a lot I mean I have nothing to really do so I go out..and drive. It*s been awhile since I*ve been in one of those moods. I forgot how liberating it is. Maybe I should protest nad burn a bra while on the road...wait...too much liberation then. (insert haha's here...ok..bad jokes) I think I need to move again. I was talking to a friend from work and she told me how she jsut picked up her things one day and moved from home to New York City. Just like that...she was explaining how if it wasn*t for being in love with her boyfriend right now she*d probably do it again. But I don*t have that problem..love and lost has left me not settled but apathetic to romance stories. Love, who wants to believe in that anyway?? more imporantly, THEN I had a customer who told me how she jsut picked up her things and moved to Hawaii. No real money but her car and necessities. Drove from texas to california and took the fairey. That*s three syllables baby - A-MAZ-ING...I wish my parents weren*t retired. Gah I miss military life...can you believe those words are flying out of my mouth...thats right I said it. But if I were to just leave it all behind...where shold I go?? I*m stuck in a catch-22 of my mind. I know that every town is the same just a different name...but then why the desire to leave all the time? Is there something more out there? Is it America thats bringing me down, is the answer out of this continent? Hmm...I guess my morning yawn turned into a more contemplative mood. SO to summerize my thoughts of wandering and travel I*m going to sit..here...all day...worry about it another day and do what every boring conservative person does...let imaginative thoughts fade away into the back of my mind and veg out on the couch because who really needs to waste their time wondering..things are the way they are...
Wow that sounds drab and depressing...don*t get me wrong...I*m in a pretty cool mood...but I haven*t had a chance to relax..
Until next time, Keep on Truckin*
"hello tomorrow, goodbye to yesterday..." |
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| its a quarter past forever! |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|07:21 pm] |
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| | Incubus - Nowhere Fast | ] |
Thought I died or disappeared off the face of the earth or something?? Well, its kinda like that. I mean, of course I*ve been around...but things are just changed. It*s hard for me to think to even check this, never the less update if you know what I mean. So...
Excuse me a moment where I may once catch you up on all that you have lost in the story of this little hitchhicker...
I had a 16 children, which in themselves of the same batch were pregnant themselves...this is the age of babies having babies. Labor was hard but easy due to the fact that I was a trained crackwhore for about 5 seconds and a doctor who was a Lucy in the Sky of Diamonds addict. I was then left to raise all family hell by myself because the lesbian lover whom impregnanted me deserted me for a life on the road with circus folk. Which brings up a whole new topic of how interesting of a life that must be. Honestly, I always wondered what that would be like and wished to grow up one day to be able to join a carnival. Similar to circus but so incredibly not! No really though, I have wondered what that would be like. I kinda dreamed of it once and never really followed through. I think it*s one of those jobs you have to either be the luckiest hobo in the world to get picked up by them, be born into the job line, or plainly know someone. I*m just not that kind of lucky gal.
Anyway, to sum up my completely ridiculous story, I just haven*t been around much. I work and sleep. I*ve had this gigantic computer sit in front of my since forever, rounded off by a few years. But I just have been so exhausted to really sit...and do that thing that normal people do...you know..like on time off...where it*s absolutely nothing...oh what*s that word..oh yeah RELAX!!! So work is work. I*ve come to that point where I don*t even care to complain about it. Same goes for school...although I do wish to say that after paying mucho dinero to go to a school I forsee no great payoff and if I chose to pick flowers off the landscape...I damn near paid for it so don*t hassel me...you hear me Whitey! You can*t bring me down!! Other than that I am now initiating the clean up phase of my moments in this story called life. I*ve hit this down period of which I have no clue on what to do, what to filter, what to say...
But all and all things are...(insert own perception)...I think I may want to move again..this towns getting old and the story as well. Well, as you may be able to see...my story of catch up is empty, because nothing is new or different...same old same old...I welcome any ideas of spice to add. But for now...I sit..waiting for hte moment to dare to be great...
Hope alls well with ya*ll (haha I moved from being canadian to southern...hooohooo) Keep on Truckin'
Inx to munch on:
I take a look around
It's evident the scene has changed
And there are times when I feel improved upon the past
Then there are times when I can't seem to understand at all and yes
It seems as though I'm going nowhere... really fucking fast |
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[Feb. 8th, 2004|06:25 pm] |
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| | "Watch This" - the Slackers | ] |
So it has been quite AWHILE, ay?! Which reminds me, I was talking to Joe yesterday an the most random conversation came up. He said when I drink my "accent" comes out...um, but I don*t have an accent. He thinks I*m Canadian or something. Hahaha! That cracks me up...canadian?? I don*t even have a relative whose ever lived there let alone be FROM there!! So how does one sound canadian?? Apparently he says if I add "ay" to the last thing I say then I*m sure fire Canadian and even the REAL Canadians won*t even know the difference...So who wants to may a long road trip to Montreal?? Vancover??
Oh well, so my best friend bought me tons of Ramen noodles...and to update you all upon that situation...the boiling water and I have not had anymore beef between us...but that*s because I*ve only been cooking chicken noodles...baddump-chi! ha! yes folks I*ll be here all night...(ok, lame jokes..but come on give me a break I*ve been tired...*half innocent smile*)...Sumation of the story is I HAVE FOOD NOW yum! so convienent..
Talked to John the other day too. He says "Hey! quess what?! I bought a hookah!".."Oh wow John, awesome I didn*t know that you played." "Huh?" "Yeah, I never knew you had the music in ya, how long did it take you to learn it"... "Um, I don*t get it...you just inhale!" ..."Wow! thats the craziest thing I*ve ever heard of"... "Um, no I don*t think you*re getting me...you smoke with it...put tabacco in it, a charcoal on it...and BAM! iiiinnnnhale.." ... "Oh wow, John, remind me to never let you touch my guitar...you shouldn*t set you*re hookah on fire...what do you think you are some sort of a Rockstar??"..."You really don*t know what a Hookah is do you..."..."This is a sensative topic john. I don*t think I want to discuss this anymore..."..."I*m sorry, I didn*t know"... "Don*t be..." ..awkward silence... "So you wanna come over tonight to try it??"... "Ok...see ya at 9?"
Heh...crazy kids and their crazy bagpipes....geez!
I was planning to write an update enrty, but I forgot all I wanted to talk about. Oh well, save it for another day...until then
Keep on Truckin' ;) |
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| munchkin butt |
[Jan. 20th, 2004|10:49 pm] |
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| | Air - Ben Folds Five | ] |
So don*t you hate it when you write like an email or LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY and you type out this whole long thing and then you loose it all? Yeah. Yeah. That just happened to me. I hate that. I don*t know why it happened.
So yeah I*ve been wicked good lately. I bought a bunch of SlimFast cans. Usually I drink those for dinner actually. Cuz someone told me it*s bad to eat a lot night like after 5pm (as I toss another Dunkin Donuts munchkin in my mouth and look at the clock as it says 10:06 pm... I*m like 5 hours late).
But yeah so I also have these wicked good like meal bars made by "Morning Star." There*s two different kinds actually. "Creamy Cinnamin Bun" I think that one*s my favorite. But then last time I went to the store they were all out of the Cinnamin Bun kind so I got the Apple Crisp one instead. The lady at the cash register recommended it actually. She said it was crunchy. I like crunch. Speaking of things that sound like "crunch" has anyone ever referred to you as a "grunch kid"? You know what that kinda sounds like? "Grunch kid" kinda sounds like "munchkin" doesn*t it?
Yeah so I*ve kinda been eating a lot in the morning, and by a lot I mean a bowl of cereal. A heaping bowl of cereal mind you. What kind? Well I started out with Special K cuz I saw that thing how like if you substitute it for meals you*ll lose weight. So I was eating that for a while and then I saw this commercial on tv for Total. It said that people who substituted meals for Total lost more weight then when they ate Special K. But then you know how sometimes those weight loss things have disclaimers like "RESULTS NOT TYPICAL"? Well this one said "Cereals not tested." Isn*t that the fricken point? I thought that was kinda dumb. But just now I realized, I guess it*s not that dumb. Because last time I went to the grocery store I bought Total instead of Special K. Not any special kind of Total. Not "Total Raisin Bran" or "Total Corn Flakes" or "Brown Sugar Total" (although that one did look tempting), just plain old "Whole Wheat Total." A big box. I got Total and Crispix. I like Crispix, too. It*s crunchy. Even in milk. That reminds me of Ren and Stimpy. Any closet Ren and Stimpy fans out there???
Gritty Kitty ain't so pretty, but it's really thick
It fills my cat box oh so snug, it always does the trick
I like to rub it on my toes and squish and squish and squish
It ne'er offends my tender nose, like a smelly fish
Its texture is a joy to me, it's just as smooth as silk
It makes my little whiskers twitch, it stays crunchy even in milk
I may not be the president, I may not be the pope
But as long as I have Gritty Kitty, I shall never mope
I don*t eat kitty litter but I do like crunchy cereal. Ren and Stimpy... there*s some good times for ya.
So anyways I*ve been so good right, nice healthy cereal for breakfast (heaping bowl) and probably a piece of fruit. Then I*ve created this interesting concoction that I eat everyday for lunch. White Albacore Tuna. No mayonaisse but I add a good dask of lemon pepper seasoning, grated parmesean cheese and then a good handful of that taco cheese mix. It*s not bad. Not bad. Then for dinner I come home and have one of those Slim Fast shakes. Oh so good. Then what do I do. I fcuk it all up by eating a good 15 munchkins from dunkin donuts. Ohh real healthy. Good job... glad you suffered all day for NOTHING. The name munchkin, you*d almost think it would make you smaller now, wouldn*t you? Munchkin. Little. Eensy-weensy. Not big and fat. I want another one.... it*s bad to eat later thant 5 pm I heard but I think I missed that boat a loooooooong time ago.
Ok so I*m going to try not to eat anymore, til next time keep on truckin |
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| like whoa! |
[Jan. 16th, 2004|11:45 am] |
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| | "My Own Way" - Pennywise | ] |
So last night, as any night, I peeled open my little wallet just to take a peak on what I had. You know what I mean, we all do it...just a nice simple reminder that you HAVE money...*sigh*..not like its important to me, but you know what I mean. Anywho, I take a peak, and I had 2 $20dollar bills?!? Surprised, you bet your panties I was!(*cough* and boxers, for the gentlemen out there who don*t wear panties, although your preference is none of my business because if that*s what you like, then more power to you...oh jeez, thats going to send me into another discussion direction) Anyway, I so yes, surprising because when I went to the ATM I only took out $20, heh yea. So Wait!! Could it be? I mean I*ve heard of this happening sometimes..No it can*t be, but yes I think it did...The twenties must have been stuck together. So the machine did*t recognize that it passed out 2 instead of 1. MY LUCKY ASS DAY!!! But on any lucky break I had to analyze the situation, I mean, that stuff REALLY doesn*t happen to me. So lets see: Went to the ATM, then back to work, then realized that I had to break my $20 to pay for the food that was going to be delivered; So I went back to the gas station, bought me a coke and marlboros and my coworker a diet coke and sunflower seeds, then went back to work and only had like 14 dollars plus the 4 bucks I had before that and...so know I the 2 $20situation doesn*t work out...so what the-Then I woke up....get lucky situation ruined my morning...man I thought I had a chunck of cash. Oh well, I*ll just go to the ATM again before work...hmmm, I wonder if my Twenties will stick together *nudge-nudge* ay? ;)
Well, until then, Keep on Truckin! |
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| arg |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|12:26 pm] |
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| | ME! | ] |
I just wanted to fill-in a day, but I don*t really have anything to say. I*m just PISSED OFF! I*d talk about it, but NO,I really don*t want to...1230 and preparing for a shitty day. Sorry this wasn*t one of my more witty entries...
attempting to Keep on Truckin' |
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| Do you remember that song? |
[Jan. 9th, 2004|10:59 pm] |
That song that you used to sing in preschool... the wheels on the bus go round and round, the wheels on the bus go round and round all through the town. Ok, that makes sense. For the car to be driving of course the wheels would have to be going round and round. But the part that I don't "The horn on the bus goes honk, honk, honk... honk honk honk... honk honk honk. The horn on the bus goes honk, honk, honk... all through the town." Now I understand, a driver's gotta honk his horn. But ALL THROUGH THE TOWN. Sounds like this guy has issues to me. Who honks their horns that much?
That just reminded me of another thing from preschool. Do you remember that book "Where The Wild Things Are"? I read that book in preschool and I remember we all like acted out some dumb little play. It was fun at the time, but I bet it was really bad. I mean we were 5! Come on now... but that was an interesting book. I hadn't thought about it for a long time and then I was in the book store the other day and I was looking around and I saw it. It was nothing like I remembered it. Nothing at all.
But you know what I hate? Sorry I*m so jumpy tonight I*m not in the best mood. But I had it when people give you gift cards that are wrapped up like a present. Like they make you think it's actually a present, and then you look inside the cute little box and see... oh... a gift card.
So I*ve been trying not to eat so much lately but there*s a LOT of food in the other room. And by food I mean like crap. Candy and tons of cookies. I*ve been good all week. Eating small meals and going to the gym sometimes twice a day, and I started taking vitamins too. I'm trying to be healthy. But I'm really tempted to just go on a crazy riot eating binge right now. I could eat that whole friggen room. I love to eat. I figured it out, it*s not that I love the physicalness of food, I love the act of eating. But I still let myself have a tiny tiny piece of fudge. Tiny. Real small, it*s ok really. It takes the edge off. Kinda like how coke addicts do something like that, I'm not really sure I don't remember. Never mind.
Ok this was a horrible entry but I*m going to post it anyways. Til next time, keep on truckin! |
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[Jan. 7th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
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| | Mood 4 Luv - Reggie and the Full Effect | ] |
I know it*s not unusual to be awake at this time of night. In fact there are plenty of small children who*s bedtime isn*t even this early. So why is this a problem for me? Because I have to be up all night tonight and I can*t seem to get any rest. I know that there are 24 usuable hours in the day, but it would be nice to use some of those hours on sleep. I guess that day is not today. Oh well, just means more time to sit about and write in this! Wow I*ve begun to rack this up...two enries in one day? I*m getting a little crazy over here, you think you can handle it?? Because I don*t think you are ready for it.
So today was spent somewhat slow. I didn*t have much to do, because anything I have to is for tonight. So I spent the day waiting for tonight-whoaaa!...If you don*t understand that reference, don*t worry, its REALLY not important. Anyways, the highlight of my day consists mainly of talking to my old friend Lawrence. He dropped out of school about a year ago, but we try to keep in touch. It was a fine conversation, don*t get me wrong, but my only speed bump in the situation was when he asked what*s new? What have I been up to in this past year? My responce...absolutely nothing. Its kind of hard to sit back and truly realize that a year has past and there*s nothing really to show for it. I mena sure, there were moments to my life here and there, but truly not much has changed. What do I do for fun? I don*t know! I work...there*s not much more I can think of. I mean I*m sure I go out, but I honestly can*t think of what I do or with whom. Strange no? I miss my friend, he was Oh-Kay.
oh well, out for a bit... going to do something to Live my Life..
Keep on truckin ;) |
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| figure I should do this sometime... |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|07:43 pm] |
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I should probably write in this, considering that is why it exists. So as I wait for my water to boil, I*ll make this short. Speaking of which why is it that when you want hot waterthe most it takes 20 minutes for it to boil. I know that a watched pot never boils so I tried not to focus on it, instead I stood, wandered about the kitchen a bit, glanced over at the stove but never making direct contact of course..and NOTHING! This is when I knew things were getting a little strange...I mean hot stove+water+pot = boiling water for ramen, no? So now I wonder, is this some cruel trick? As my stomach begins to grumble in discontent is someone out there thinking its funny to keep my water from boiling?? Jesus christ man! This is horrendous...oh wait. Nevermind, it*s working now. *sigh* that was scary.
I have to go take care of business...in the mean time,
Keep on truckin' ;) |
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| SCHOOL |
[Dec. 9th, 2003|01:03 am] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
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| | Shake yo* Tail Feather ~ Nelly and P Diddy | ] |
I hate school. I do so much work and I feel like I never even get anything out of it. I*m sick of doing homework and all this crap... sometimes I just wanna run away from everything and get a job and just have some money, a car, and then maybe even a place to live.
I don*t even really care about that though. For right now I have finals to worry about. Unfortunately. Oh speaking of cars, my Mom called today and I guess they bought another car. Great. Great. Good for you, Mom. Hold on a second, I*ve got a medal in my pocket for you just let me get it out... I should stop going crazy with my money and spending it on hookers like my best friend. It*s all just short Chinese hookers anyway.
By the way... I don*t care about steak. But thats fine because instead of recieving a steak I got a card...Joe is so nice, its weird how he just knows when I*m down. Or maybe he got the card for me because he just realized my birthday was 4 months ago. Either way, it had a beautiful powerful meaning to it, a phrase that will stick with me forever; I think it*ll be my new mantra, well if I ever decide to get into that type of thing....Anyways:
I like you so Much...I*m surprised my tail doesn*t go flying off...oh and Happy Birthday
Oh well, but Joe is another story which I think I*ll save for another day....
Until then, keep on truckin ;) |
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